With or Without You?

If I look up now
for the rainbow I once saw,
There are no seven colours anymore
Only mist and fog...
As time passes by, the world around me changes
No matter where I search for you,
you're nowhere to be found
So I close my eyes,
I open my heart
I need to know,
if I gaze up again
Will things be different this time?
Maybe if I was ...
the fog would fade away
So I pray,
screaming the wish deep within my soul
When you lose one thing,
you gain another
Don't you?